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The last album I made in 2011. I hope you like it. Some very serious songs on this album

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released December 20, 2011

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Track Name: Down
Well I don't know why I just
don't know why I just fall down
I don't know
Someone explain to me

And at the end of the day, do I have to change my ways of living
Do I have to keep on going and then sitting down
When I fall down?
Or go around?
Track Name: Home Pt. I
Seems like none of my friends stick around
For just as long as I'd like them to
Can't catch a break anymore
Seems like I only get a minute or two, here and there
In my old town, I had so many friends
Sometimes it feels that they've forgotten
That we were supposed to be friends until the end
When I come back I know nothing has changed
I know one thing for sure, I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I can't grasp reality
This has to be a bad dream
Because I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
Never felt so sick in my life
I can't wait for this war to be over
The only way to win is by death
I just want to go home
Track Name: Sleeping
When I sing you a song
I hope I don't sing any of the words wrong
Because I love you
And I need you to know that I'm going crazy over you

And I just wanted you to know
I am going to sleep
Track Name: Amount
I think my body is failing on me but there's no way to be sure
I don't know how much longer I can go on this way, I've never done so before
How many more days must I spend in bed?
I just want everyone to know that I'm not dead.
I'm alive as can be.
I'm alive.
And how long must I cry?
And try not not to die?
I guess my whole life I will try to succeed and do what I can to get by.
And do what I want if it means I won't die.
I have friends. I had lovers.
I have enemies, I have friends.
I don't know which is better anymore.
Track Name: Nothing
I am nothing
I'm not great
Never will be
I'm so sad
I cry buckets
Full of my tears
Let me stop that
I just miss her
And I always will

Tell me a story to keep my mind
Off all this shit before I lose it

That cold autumn day when your life began
You got out of bed and just ran
Going wherever you can
Let me kiss the back of your hand
When I look in your eyes
It's almost no surprise
I'm not sure what makes you cry
But you know it makes me sigh

Same autumn day, 1989, when you were born,
I wasn't there but there was an angel, could've sworn
She's been watching you for your whole life
Until the very day you die

Five years from now at the most
You will die and become a ghost
And haunt me for years
I can't expel any fear
Because I know it's you, my dear
But my heart still feels broken.
Track Name: Vague
This is a song that I wrote just for you
Because I love you and I want you to know that
Sometimes you might feel lonely
But remember it's not all bad
Sometimes I get upset too
And I remember I have you
So there's something I can do
To prove our love is true
I guess I'll write you a song
But I won't say your name
Because what if our love runs out
And I can't play this song again
No one will ever hear this song
Not even me
I won't ever play it again
That's why I'm writing a vague song
So everyone will hear
Or maybe I'll just say the name once or twice
Because you're my dear
Maybe I'll just add your name to this song
Or end it now
It's a vague love song
And I don't think it's very long
But hey at least it's something
I made something nice
Just for you
Even though my love may not be real
Maybe my love isn't real
Maybe your love isn't real
Maybe our love isn't real
I think it's real, real love

But if you cry, I wonder why
Why I want to know every secret that you have
Because I know I know I'd never lie to you
No I don't
I never do
Track Name: Today
It was cloudy out today and I'm forgetting my name
One moment you were here and then you were gone
So now I'm forever singing this song
As the ground cracks open, I see shadows move on the ground
People running around town, I see them scream and shout
But I don't mind it anymore
I've gotten used to this daily bore
I've thought about smoking before
A pack a day bought from the store
It'd be so easy and something I can afford
But then I think again
I would rather have a good friend
Time isn't moving any faster
It's barely something I can master
Will this feeling last or
should I just give up trying
and crying and lying
And just give up on this shit
And hide in my room for the rest of my life
That's it
Track Name: Home Pt. II
Seems like none of my friends stick around
For just as long as I'd like them to
Can't catch a break anymore
Seems like I only get a minute or two, here and there
In my old town, I had so many friends
Sometimes it feels that they've forgotten
That we were supposed to be friends until the end
When I come back I know nothing has changed
I know one thing for sure, I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I can't grasp reality
This has to be a bad dream
Because I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
Never felt so sick in my life
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
Sometimes I sit and wonder to myself "Why… why can't I just sit and think about things rationally?"
Oh god, oh, here it comes again and again
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home and see my friends and hug them and kiss them
And do everything that we used to when we were younger
Back then
We were younger back then
It feels so long ago but I know it wasn't
I know it wasn't
I just want to cry
I just want to die
But I won't
I wanna go home
So I'm on my way home
I'm on my way home
I'm going home